It’s fine.

It’s not your fault for feeling the way you do. I’m not angry about that. I’m angry at the fact that I didn’t do anything. Maybe if I just tried harder or put more effort into what we could potentially have then the outcome would have been different. Maybe if I said no to you in the first place then I wouldn’t feel the way I do now. I feel hurt but it was because I caused it. 

I wonder, why her? I thought I gave you enough attention. I thought I invested time for rekindling feelings for you. Your name started to reappear in heart to hearts with my friends. I didn’t consider the fact that you would go back on your mistakes because I trusted you.

Well, I guess I trusted you enough to go back on a mistake like me too.

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